to whom do you say thank you?
Life is tough, happiness isnt promising, but greatness of the life, its hardship, challenges and struggles are real.
7 months has passed by since i decided to be a self employed mother. Who knows, i get healthier days after days, hemoglobin reading gets better and happiness level increased. I focused to only myself, and my baby.
as time goes by, and as july approaches, i realized the initial plan wasnt working, the journey of job hunting is longer than i thought and expected. I was invited for multiple interviews but there is yet a confirmation of a good news. I hope i wouldnt give up. Well, i have options, to be a self employed mom, and working on these business while doing freelance legal works. I could survive, but this passion wont go away.
So today,
I was tested again, in the morning, where someone came to me for help. and anyone in his sound mind would says "youre not working, how could you lend more to them" , and i would simply answer. yes, i aint working, but i have a small saving, and this person came to me for help, for a legit purpose, and i know for sure, allah send this person to me to test, would i help them, and all i know and care is, if i didnt help them while i have the capacity to help and that means, i am a cruel filthy and a selfish woman.
Rezeki tu dimana mana, i always believe and tell myself, Allah beri kita ujian setiap masa, dalam kita sedar dan tak, dan hanya kita perlu tahu, apa yg patut kita buat dan sejauh mana kita teguh dalam setiap ujianNya, maka ini keputusan saya. Saya bantu si polan itu. Kerna saya tahu, Allah berjanji akan memudahkan urusan hambaNya yang membantu hambaNya yang dalam kesusahan. InshaAllah.
GUESS WHAT?
A few hours later, a job landed on me, or should i say a blessing and help from Allah came to me, ease my way to close a client. Let me tell you, everyone may learn how to convince a client, but i truly believe that the efforts that count. I burnt midnight oils, reading and reading, discussing internally and externally to get the exact idea and the key point to ensure the level of professional service is delivered to my client.
There is no wrong admitting you weaknesses and flawless, but it is wrong to only accept and not trying to improve it. do you know why? because we are meant to be better, everyday, lead ourself, if not others and be better.
That is all.
Thank you Allah. I couldnt be thankful enough to you for these health, rezeki and knowledge. May i benefit the people around me.
Few years back, saya mewakafkan RM20 untuk senaskhah Al Quran, 20 tapak kemudian, atuk saudara saya menyapa, dan serta merta memberi saya RM40 sebagai duit belanja. Nah. Harini saya tolong dengan jumlah RM100, dan rezeki yg Allah balas, 60 kali ganda.
AllahuAllah. Allahuakhbar. Alhamdulillah.
So today,
I was tested again, in the morning, where someone came to me for help. and anyone in his sound mind would says "youre not working, how could you lend more to them" , and i would simply answer. yes, i aint working, but i have a small saving, and this person came to me for help, for a legit purpose, and i know for sure, allah send this person to me to test, would i help them, and all i know and care is, if i didnt help them while i have the capacity to help and that means, i am a cruel filthy and a selfish woman.
Rezeki tu dimana mana, i always believe and tell myself, Allah beri kita ujian setiap masa, dalam kita sedar dan tak, dan hanya kita perlu tahu, apa yg patut kita buat dan sejauh mana kita teguh dalam setiap ujianNya, maka ini keputusan saya. Saya bantu si polan itu. Kerna saya tahu, Allah berjanji akan memudahkan urusan hambaNya yang membantu hambaNya yang dalam kesusahan. InshaAllah.
GUESS WHAT?
A few hours later, a job landed on me, or should i say a blessing and help from Allah came to me, ease my way to close a client. Let me tell you, everyone may learn how to convince a client, but i truly believe that the efforts that count. I burnt midnight oils, reading and reading, discussing internally and externally to get the exact idea and the key point to ensure the level of professional service is delivered to my client.
There is no wrong admitting you weaknesses and flawless, but it is wrong to only accept and not trying to improve it. do you know why? because we are meant to be better, everyday, lead ourself, if not others and be better.
That is all.
Thank you Allah. I couldnt be thankful enough to you for these health, rezeki and knowledge. May i benefit the people around me.
Few years back, saya mewakafkan RM20 untuk senaskhah Al Quran, 20 tapak kemudian, atuk saudara saya menyapa, dan serta merta memberi saya RM40 sebagai duit belanja. Nah. Harini saya tolong dengan jumlah RM100, dan rezeki yg Allah balas, 60 kali ganda.
AllahuAllah. Allahuakhbar. Alhamdulillah.
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