7 months and a week

Dear My Little Raptor,

Today im unwell and is home alone. I was talking to your babysitter on how good it is to actually being able to sit at home and watch you grow. Despite all other situations, it is a satisfaction to actually watch you everyday, growing and learning to crawl. Doing backflips, left and right, and more. Im jealous of homemaker. Im jealous of them, who is able to babysit their baby everyday and let the husband to take care of their household. Homemaker and breadwinner. Both play big parts in life.

And me, still hoping for a better career. For a stability in my business, so I would be able to actually take care of you full time and having all the capacity to watch and monitor my business grow monies for me.

Mommy sayang arrian, setiap hari mommy doakan rezeki kita sekeluarga bertambah supaya mommy dapat bagi yang terbaik untuk arrian dan masa depanmu. 

Amin