23rd October 2017 - 19 weeks

Assalamualaikum and Dear Arian, 

Its Monday again, where your weekly grows are calculated. and im having a monday blues, couldnt help myself from not attending the weekly meetings. My performance is so affected.

Anyway, its your 19th weeks, next week, you gonna be a full 5 month baby. growing healthily i hope, which means, i am gonna have only 4 months left before your official delivery. its cracking my nerves to know that you are coming soon, and im mentally unprepared for the "procedure", despite multiple reading and advises. still. and still, its hitting my nerves so bad. 

mummy doakan arian membesar dengan sihat dan sempurna. mummy doakan agar arian sentiasa terpelihara dari sebarang anasir jahat dan kemungkaran dunia. semoga arian sentiasa kuat dan tabah, dan menjadi anak yang baik dan bertanggungjawab.

Mummy sayang arian. nanti tunggu mummy deco bilik arian okay. love you son