30th October 2017 - 20 weeks

Assalamualaikum,

Hi Anak Mommy. apa kabar? this is another late post again. your mother is so occupied and easily distracted by other tasks given  by the company. Well, so lets back to the topic about you where what we should do is update and describe you here. so, when you grow up, no, when im busy growing you and raising you. and i would smile when i read this.

anyway, there is a lot of things happening this few weeks. which is im sure im not gonna share it here, kenapa nak share perkara sedih kan? but somehow it happens during your 20th week. sorry sayang, your mommy is not perfect and so not good at handling this kind of issue now.

give me some time and ill sort things out. thank you,  for always be  there for me, regardless where i am, what i do, or my state of emotion. most of time i would feel slightly pressure, at night ill feel relax, and should there be any issue, ill be sad. thank you for always be there for me. 

you kicked the first time, when i was crying myself to sleep. i thought my position makes you uncomfortable. but then, your aunt told me, you were actually trying to tell me to stop crying. and yes, i stunned and  stopped crying. it was a beautiful kicked :) beautiful feeling, amazing gift. unfortunately your father wasnt around to share the experience. its okay. i guess Allah wanted me to cherish it alone.

so here is the 20th week video of you, captured by me. in the doctor's room hihi. since your father was not around, so i had to do it myself. pretty excited, seeing you growing well everyday. actively and yes! you copy my moves! especially the hand and the legs. i wonder what else you would copy me.

enjoy the video and keep growing well! :)